Doctors

Why on earth do they scare me so much.
Today i made my mum bring me because i was awfully scared i had something wrong with me. He listened attentively while i waited for him to reply with some serious illness and he told me to drink loads of water. Then i handed him 55 euro.
In future i will diagnose myself thanks although i have drank excessive amounts of water since..

Whilst i was looking at him it made me think loads about after my leaving cert.
like jeeperz its been a while since i went to a doctor and whilst i was sitting their looking at him all i could think about was how smart this man must be,
i hate when other peoples sucess make you feel really bad about yourself. like with every sucess i am happy for the person more than pleased to listen about it but like sometimes it just makes me feel awful.
I need to stop being so impressionable.


wow well this was quite a serious post on a lighter note after such a stressful week
i am getting drunk and hitting town this weekend for Nialls birthday going to spend sometime with Gram the babe. I look looking forward to things.

Christmas this day next week : D

Strangely been extremely drawn towards Irish muscians the last week
Damien Dempsey playing this sunday, please bring me.

Been listening to Damien Dempsey version of rainy night in soho.

I've been loving you a long time
Down all the years, down all the days
And I've cried for all your troubles
Smiled at your funny little ways
We watched our friends grow up together
And we saw them as they fell
Some of them fell into Heaven
Some of them fell into Hell

Now the song is nearly over
We may never find out what it means
But there's a light I hold before me
And you're the measure of my dreams
The measure of my dreams